I Used To Be Fat - Kelly
A little addicted to I Used To Be Fat, but completely fell in love with this girl. Same weight but 3lbs lighter to begin with, roughly the same time frame, same goal except she wanted to lose 50lbs which was a bit ridiculous, as I don't even want to lose that much but mainly because I'm a curvy girl. She lost 30lbs and I was rooting for her the entire episode especially when she ran the 5k just felt like staring in the mirror, really suggest to give this show a watch if you want to/planning to lose a lot of weight, very inspiring :)
Currently terrified however as my five week weigh is tomorrow which is very nerve wracking to say the least. Sunday nights are now feeling sleepless as I'm tossing and turning waiting to get up and find out the number. Its been worth it so far every monday I've been happy, some losses better than others but as long as I've lost weight tomorrow, I know its in the right direction and I'm doing something to change my life. No more junk food for comfort or using it to try and deal with my problems when it actually just makes everything worse. I don't want to give up on myself, I know I have so much to offer the world and I don't want to shy away anymore. I know I'm not a shy person never have been but I want to be more like the old Laura which many of you haven't met if you've met me in the last 2 years. Watching I Used To Be Fat reminds me that this is a life change not just a diet to slim down into a bikini, I want to be healthy and happy in myself :)
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